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Hope

Posted in on 8:14 PM by Evelyn

Recently I read a book call "too close to kill".
It's a story about a murderer who killed beautiful girls for revenges.
Well, it's a nice book and I can't stop to put it down. Despite the fact it's scared me every time the killer succeed to capture the girls and raped them.

I start to imagine, what will I do if I'm the one in their place. The one that got kidnapped and locked in that room. Yes, they called the name of God, but still they got killed.

Then Holy Spirit reminded me, the difference between me and those fiction characters is my God has a name, and His name is Jesus.

Suddenly I feel relieved. Yes I know, If I were there I can call the name of Jesus and have a hope that others don't.

Just imagine that I can't help myself but smile. I put down my book and praise Him for a while.

Thank You Jesus, because of You I have a peace that the world can't give me :)

Moving on

Posted in on 7:29 PM by Evelyn

I'm changing my blog site to hiphurray.blogspot.com

But mostly it will be in Indonesian language,
so if you are indo or can understand indo, please drop by :D

Guarding My Heart

Posted in on 2:43 AM by Evelyn

My friend wrote this poem, she wrote it after I told her that one of my best friend broke up. She feels sad to the girls out there whom just simply giving their heart to the boys.
I find it nice, and worth to be publish :)

I pray every night
before I sleep and after I wake up
that God will guard my heart,
protect it from every boys alive

Until the day when my other soul comes
and God’s answer is he is the one
wearing white gown I will wait for him
with the joy of my pure heart I will say I do

Smile on his face, I would never forget
Full of adoration he’ll look into my eyes
Promise to stand by me in sickness and in health
Loving me in poverty and in wealth

But I failed my very own promise
Lust in my heart always searched for affections
Men from every corner I found them gorgeous
Some sweet talks and I called it love

As always I offered them my heart
the fragile heart that God keep safely in His sanctuary
I threw it like nothing precious
And with one kissed goodbye I had it broken

I cried in humility of what has happened
Cursed myself for not being faithful
Not waiting patiently for my own groom

And with compassion He sweeps my tears
With every mercy He forgives my carelessness
by His grace He provides me a new heart
with His own words He promise to keep it in His shelter

Until the day when my other soul comes
and God’s answer is he is the one
wearing white gown I will wait for him
with the joy of my pure heart I will say I do

P.S: she prefer to be anonymous.
P.S.S: to my friend, don't kill me, it's an awesome poem! I love it!

I WAS TOUCHED WHEN

Posted in on 10:34 AM by Evelyn

Bee Sean said “Eve, stay la”
it makes me want to stay even more
And she called Suresh just to ask about my pending job at Limkokwing

I told Suresh (the Limkokwing guy whom interviewed me) I’ll go back to Indo tomorrow and he said with fatherly accent “you take care ya”

suddenly Yohny wanted to call me just to tell about his day

Pus gave me links (a lot!) to find a job in Singapore (with her own initiative, I never ask her to do that)

I said to Nic, “I’m worry and nervous about my job!” and he replied “me too!!”

Peggy said “I can’t imagine if you’re not here” it makes me feel important
and then she treated me fantastic dinner!

Bee Kim said that all she wants for Christmas was for me to stay here

Bern came out from the sound booth just to see me sharing my VW testimony and laughed at the jokes even when others kept silence.

Robin made sure that I know there’s a job fair and believes that I still have chances to work here

My sister washes my clothes every weekend, so I can have clean clothes every Monday!

Lini updated me about her life, her church, and her family. I feel you’re still here around me :)

out of the blue, a lady said that I’m pretty and sweet

Sara (6 years old girl) said that she only has 3 favorite teachers, and I’m one of them

Aaron messaged me if there's any news from Limkokwing

My mom supports my every decision without complaining, even sometimes it does not make sense.

There’s still lot more that I can’t remember,
I've been blessed with you guys around.
I'm so sorry if I missed something or someone.

But trust me,
the small things that you've done really matters to me.